Hello, World

Hi, I'm Roar. Well, not really, but I'd rather go by Roar, so I won't end up ruining my career with this blog. Anyway, I just realized that I am incapable of introducing myself to the internetz. It's hard to introduce yourself when you don't even know yourself. I'll try anyway.

I'm 16. White female. Of mainly Scottish, British, German, some other stuff, and Native American descent. Not sure. I've got dark brown eyes and hair. I live in Texas. I like sports, especially rock climbing, caving (is that a sport?), skiing, and martial arts. I've been wanting to try freerunning for a while now. I go to an advanced academic private school. Also, I like to think of myself as "nonsexual." Well, now you know!

By "nonsexual" I don't mean I'm androgynous... Lawl... I've just found that I'm not that interested. I'm not really interested in either sex, even though I find both attractive. Possibly I'm just a confused/abstaining bisexual, roffle. And now I must RANT. What the hell is with teens today? All they think about is drama and sex. Always drama and sex. Why? I don't know, I've never really been drawn to either as a teenager myself, unless I deem it lulzy. Maybe that's because I've already had enough of it, back when I was far too young, which was a total mistake, but I guess it turned out to be good in the long run.

I swear, it must be for attention, or the fact that people today are totally ignorant. Probably both. I can't even grasp in my mind how people do it. I try to avoid drama, but it's good at catching up to me. Like, when I went to summer camp, a guy had a crush (aww, how cute) on my friend, who refused him by saying that I liked him, which I didn't. And then another guy liked me, but he was too afraid to tell me (I iz intimidating), and I managed to keep it at a friendship level. It was torture. Maybe I'm just incapable of understanding the true concept of love. Hehehe.

Something more interesting... Well, I'm a big fan of anything that involves fear. I love watching horror, that show where they set people up and scare the shit out of them, and shows on ghosts (I can't help but to laugh at the "investigators" soiling themselves). Watching ghost shows has gotten me interested in the supernatural, which I don't believe in despite all the freakish stuff that I've seen, but I'm open-minded. Apparently spirits use energy to affect the living world, which investigators can sense by a change of temperature. They can't make their own energy, so they basically suck the energy out of things around them, and then redirect that energy to do whatever (move something, touch someone, make a noise, etc). If this "spirit world" with ghosts and demons and st00f is real, then living people should be able to do stuff like this, too, with even more effect/power (I mean without physically doing it). Why more effect/power? Because, spirits are said to be able to steal energy from living people, meaning that living people should be able to use their own energy as well as the energy around them. This is one reason I doubt ghosts are real, unless people don't realize they're able to do this. Maybe I'm just looking too far into this.

On another not-so interesting topic, I was reading something a couple of days ago for school. I don't really know what it was. It said something about Agni, the Hindu god of fire, and then something else about Tejas, something else to do with fire, I guess. So now I'm wondering where the name for Texas came from. In elementary school we were told that Texas was the English-ized word for friend in Spanish, which is "tejas," or maybe it's not. I don't know Spanish that well... But, maybe it's really named after this other word I read about (same letters, different meaning), which means fire whatever. Which fits better for Texas, the word meaning friend(ship?) or the word meaning fire (or closely meaning it), which the state is really all about... Hot spicy food, hot sun all the time--you get what I'm saying? I'm confuzzled.

I'm done wasting your life now.

Bye.